You’re Gonna Carry That Weight

I’ve recently been thinking about the conclusion to the series Cowboy Bebop, specifically the last scene of the final episode. The crew of the Bebop has splintered and won’t reunite back to what they once were, Spike’s reunion with Julia has been tragically cut short, and Jet and Faye fail to convince Spike not to go back and confront his old partner, Vicious. A bloody swathe is cut and though Spike finally puts an end to Vicious, he soon collapses from his wounds. Giving one last “Bang” to us, the audience before Mai Yamane and the Seatbelts perform the last song of the show, “Blue.” Not fading to black like normal but taking the credits past the rain, past the blue skies and into the vastness of the stars, it’s final card giving one last musical reference from the Beatles, “You’re Gonna Carry That Weight.”

I’ve been thinking about this scene for the wrong reasons, because I’m grieving. I’m grieving the loss of a family member. I’m grieving because the world has been irreparably changed for others and myself I’m grieving because I could no more stop her death than Jet and Faye could stop Spike from going on his awful conclusion. Maybe these are the right reasons, I honestly don’t know. All I know is that I don’t want to feel like this and I don’t want to face what comes next.

But I’ve realized something about that last line, or rather I’ve reached a revelation that might not be right but I want to share it all the same. The “Weight” is usually been interpreted as the regrets from the choices we’ve made, our past mistakes, or even the grief we feel as we soldier on even as we lose our friends and loved ones. That one seems the most appropriate but it also feels like there’s something else, that’s when it hit me. The Weight is more than just the hurt and the losses and the bad mistakes, it’s also the good times, the cherished moments, the love that’s shared. It’s heavy because life is heavy.

When we lose someone we care about we carry all that we felt alongside of them, the weight of their lives and our own. We may be fortunate to have someone else help with that burden or we may struggle on our own. But however the journey goes and until the stars in our lives all fade away, we carry that weight.

I love you, Sarah. Until next time.

New In Review: Will & Harper

Will & Harper is the latest documentary from Netflix directed by Josh Greenbaum. The documentary features Will Ferrell and Harper Steele on a road trip across America, visiting places Steele trekked through back when she went by Andrew. In a way, reintroducing the country to who she is now.

This is an unusual case for me; for starters I haven’t really reviewed a documentary before and unlike film, television, or books I’m not looking for things like plot, character development or the like. And unlike many documentaries, I can’t judge it based on accuracy or whether it’s being fair in its critique or message. This is the journey of two friends across their home.

The other big part is the subject of Harper’s transitioning, a hot-button topic for many. For my part, I have known and know people who are trans, some I knew before they transitioned, others I have only met through the internet. I have strived to be kind and understanding perhaps to make for a time in my adolescence when it was easier to not be kind or understanding.

But the focus of this documentary isn’t to focus on hot-button topics or the discourse of the trans community in America (not even when the two bump into Eric Holcomb), but a journey. There is an ugliness shown, and I’m glad that the documentary was more than willing to share who said what in their less than kind tweets. And there are certainly the moments of self-reflection and the feelings of self-loathing. But the heart of this is a road trip between two friends cracking jokes, visiting new and familiar places and maybe asking questions about transitioning that Will, or the viewer, might have.

What makes this documentary so noteworthy is that it knows exactly what it wants to do. To see the world, to have a good time and to do so with with a close friend. Ignore the bad faith arguments, ignore the outrage grifts, and ignore the “Won’t someone think of the children?!” hysteria. They may exist, and there are times when it feels overwhelming. But this about two friends reaffirming their friendship and when you have that, those ugly comments look and feel so small.

Just crack a joke and share the road and if you can do that with a buddy, all the better.

Some Thoughts on Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door

Some odd years ago I posted more than a few thoughts on my both a brief history of the Paper Mario series and my general dissatisfaction with the recent games and where the series was going. I wrote about how much I disliked that the games dumbed down not only the immersive quality of its RPG gameplay but everything about characterization and plot. That gimmicks took the place of strategy and bad executive decisions cut storytelling potential at the knees. I’ll be honest, I didn’t expect things to get better and any future praises or accolades could be summed up as, “Well, at least it’s better than Sticker Star.”

Then everything changed, with the release of one remake.

Yes, the remake of Super Mario RPG by ArtePiazza from last year sent a wave of wonder throughout the Nintendo fandom. If this mostly ignored relic of the Super Nintendo era could get a fully remastered, new moves, new graphics, new everything kind of remake what about more popular games? Could they get the same treatment?

We didn’t need to wait long for that answer.

So that brings us to The Thousand-Year Door, now originally I was going to give myself a week so that I could complete the game and post all my thoughts, however between other complications and the simple fact that I am a slow and deliberate gamer, I decided to instead focus on what it’s like playing this and how I feel about this remake.

To start things off, there’s a couple things I’m not crazy on: one is the overall darker look, not the tone, I mean the actual lack of light in some cases. I get that some areas are underground and parts of Rogueport are meant to have a seedy look to them, but at times it feels like I have strain to see some of the vividly detailed background that was so much clearer in 2004.

Speaking of visuals, it’s taken a page from newer games like The Origami King and made most of the world resemble an arts and crafts project, really emphasizing the “Paper” part of the title. Ordinarily I wouldn’t mind, but as I’ve mentioned before that this crafted look makes it feel less like it’s taking place in the Mushroom Kingdom and more like a fictionalized world within the Mushroom Kingdom. Emphasizing the non-canon nature by making it look off-putting.

However, these are all minor nitpicks in the grand scheme of things, minor bits that just stand out to me and aren’t really worth the effort of getting upset over. Even the lower framerate that every critique and review has brought up is merely a little bump in the development road. And one thing can be said about this game’s development is that it is a labor of love. Every bit of music updated, jokes and clever writing preserved, even the tedious bits of backtracking have been reduced. Make no mistake, the team behind this remake loved the original as much as we did and the painstaking process of updating the game but still remaining true to its roots is on full display. From the major changes like adding an easier form of fast travel in the central hub to little things like updating the title screen every time a new partner is added the party.

I worried a lot about the future of Paper Mario and I can’t say those fears have gone away though they’ve certainly lessened to a degree after seeing early sales reports. But I do feel hopeful that the games will progress from the low-quality dip that hit back in 2012. And a portion of this comes from one of the most popular characters to come out of this game.

For those who might not be aware, Vivian (pictured above) was originally written as a trans woman in the initial release, but not in the North American and German localization where she was written as just female. Considering the hot-button issues still going on with trans both fictional and in real life, this was a surprising but truly welcome thing to see. If the game is willing to rectify past exclusions rather than keep it the same for the sake of “that’s how it was when it first came out” then who knows what other forms of progress can be made? Progress where no one feels excluded and can find representation in gaming.

In short, I’m positively delighted that this game exists and I’m glad a new generation will be able to experience the adventures of Mario and his friends in one of his greatest tales ever told.

Season Review: Avatar: The Last Airbender

Avatar: The Last Airbender by Michael Dante DiMartino and Bryan Konietzko was very much a lightning in a bottle piece of animation. A sixty-one episode action/comedy/drama series made before tight-fisted studios began slashing budgets, or action-based series were cancelled in favor of shorter eleven minute segment shows. It was a show that not only perfectly balanced each of its action, comedy, and drama, but one with a fully realized world and lore that not even modern shows or fantasy novels can pull off. The result? A massive fanbase that still continues on even after the series ended in 2008. A sequel series, comics that expanded the main cast’s story, full on novels, games, etc. Performances that launched numerous voice actor’s careers into the big leagues and gave the late, great Mako Iwamatsu one of the best performances in his long career. And one of Nickelodeon’s most critically acclaimed programs in its continuing history.

Sadly it also came with more than a fair share of problems too. Most infamous was M. Night Shyamalan’s live-action adaptation Last Airbender which has gone down as one of the worst adaptations ever made and indeed, one of the worst films ever made. Since then, there’s been a lot of buzz about whether it’s a series that needs any adaptations or expansions at all. Some wanting to see more from their favorite franchise and others who just want it to be left alone. Which brings us to Netflix’s attempt.

Avatar: The Last Airbender is the latest live-action adaptation from Netflix and overseen by Albert Kim and formerly the original series creators Michael Dante DiMartino and Bryan Konietzko. It stars Gordon Cormier as Aang, Kiawentiio as Katara, Ian Ousley as Sokka, Dallas Liu as Prince Zuko, Paul Sun-Hyung Lee as Uncle Iroh, Matthew Yang King as Appa and Momo, Elizabeth Yu as Princess Azula, Mariah Zhang as Suki, Ken Leung as Admiral Zhao, Amber Midthunder as Princess Yue, with James Sie reprising his role as the Cabbage Merchant and Daniel Dae Kim as Fire Lord Ozai.

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New in Review: Ahsoka

Ahsoka is the latest Star Wars series from Disney+. Created by longtime Star Wars creator Dave Feloni, it stars Rosario Dawson in the title role. It also stars Natasha Liu Bordizzo as Sabine Wren, Eman Esfandi as Ezra Bridger, Mary Elizabeth Winstead as Hera Syndulla, David Tennant as Huyang, Diana Lee Inosanto as Morgan Elsbeth, Genevieve O’Reilly as Mon Mothma. It also features Ivanna Sakhno, Paul Darnell, Paul Sun Hyung Lee, Evan Whitten, Ariana Greenblatt, Nelson Lee, Wes Chatham, Claudia Black, Jeryl Prescott Gallien, Jane Edwina Seymour, with Hayden Christiansen, Lars Mikkelsen as Grand Admiral Thrawn and Ray Stevenson as Baylan Skoll.

Set following the end of both The Mandalorian and the epilogue of Rebels, it revolves around the former Jedi Ahsoka Tano and crew members of the Ghost searching for a means to find their lost crew member Ezra Bridger who sacrificed himself to remove Thrawn from the known galaxy. But agents of the Imperial Remnant including a mysterious fallen Jedi and his apprentice are also searching for a means to find him and whoever gets there first may avert a war or create a new one.

Warning: Spoilers are to Follow.

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New in Review: My Adventures With Superman

Created by Jake Wyatt and animated by Studio Mir, My Adventures With Superman is the latest animated DC series and latest from Adult Swim. The series stars Jack Quaid as the the titular Man of Steel, Alice Lee as Lois Lane and Ishmel Sahid as Jimmy Olsen. It also features Darrell Brown, Azuri Hardy-Jones, Scott Reid, Kari Wahlgren, Zehra Fazal, Jake Green, Catherine Taber, Lucas Gabreel, Vincent Tong, Chris Parnell, Max Mittelman, with Debra Wilson and Joel de la Fuente.

Clark Kent alongside his roommate Jimmy Olsen and crush Lois Lane are the newest interns Metropolis’ Daily Planet newspaper. Clark hopes for a relatively normal life are complicated by the eager go-getting of Lois, the conspiracy-snooping of Jimmy, and the mysteries of his own burgeoning superpowers. Donning the cape of Superman he strives to do right for his city but things are complicated by a sudden influx dangerous new technology and shadowy forces out to destroy him for reasons unknown.

Warning: Spoilers will follow.

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Season Review: The Witcher Season 3

The Witcher returns for its third season and sees the return of Henry Cavill as Geralt, Anya Chalotra as Yennefer, Freya Allan Cirilla and Joey Batey as Jaskier. It also features MyAnna Buring, Mimi Ndiweni, Eamon Farren, Anna Shaffer, Royce Pierreson, Ed Birch, Hugh Skinner, Simson, Tom Canton, Sam Woolf, Aisha Fabienne Ross, Mahesh Jadu, Wilson Mbomio, Jeremy Crawford with Graham McTavish, Bart Edwards and Lars Mikkelsen.

Picking up after the second season, the combined forces of Geralt and Yennefer having managed to keep their ward Ciri from the Deathless Mother and the Wild Hunt. Now acting as a slightly dysfunctional but still close family unit, the three of them train, learn and try to stay ahead of those hunting Ciri. Easier said than done as kingdoms of the North, the Brotherhood of Sorcerers and the Nilfgaard-Elvish alliance all want her for their own ends.

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New In Review: Skull Island

Skull Island is the latest animated series from Netflix and fifth entry in the ‘Monsterverse’ from Legendary Pictures and Warner Bros. Written and directed by Brian Duffield, it features the voice talents of Darren Barnet, Nicolas Cantu, Benjamin Bratt, Mae Whitman, Betty Gilpin, Yuki Matsuzaki, and Phil LaMarr. With additional voices provided by Ian James Corlett, John DiMaggio, Trevor Devall, Alejandra Reynoso, Sunil Malhotra, and Fryda Wolff.

Acting as an interquel between the events of Kong: Skull Island and Godzilla, it tells the story of two groups of explorers, one intent on finding proof of monsters and the other with more mysterious motives. When a monster attack maroons both groups on the eponymous Skull Island they’ll have to pull their resources together to survive all while trying to track down a strange teenager and her even stranger pet. And that’s not even getting into the giant ape that rules the island.

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New In Review: Extraction 2

Extraction 2 is the sequel to the 2020 action thriller directed by Sam Hargrave and stars Chris Hemsworth. It also stars Golshifteh Farahani, Adam Bessa, Andro Japaridze, Miriam and Marta Kovziashvili, Tornike Gogrichiani, Tornike Bziava, Daniel Bernhardt, Tinatin Dalakshvili, with Olga Kurylenko and Idris Elba.

Hemsworth is back as mercenary and extraction specialist, Tyler Rake. Despite almost certainly dying at the end of the last film, he’s back and is once again tasked with extracting a family of three from near-impossible odds. This time he’s not alone as he’s brought along Nik and Yaz Kahn from the first film as backup. And he’ll need all the help he can get as he’s pursued by ruthless gangsters through the depths of a Georgian prison and across Austria. Complicating things is both the large number of people he has to look after, the sheer relentlessness of the villains, and the fact that one of those he’s trying to rescue is his ex sister-in-law.

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Season Review: The Mandalorian Season 3

The Mandalorian returns for its third season and features the return of Pedro Pascale (along with body doubles Brendan Wayne and Lateef Crowder) as Din Djarin. Also returning is Katie Sackhoff as Bo Katan Kryze, Emily Swallow as the Armorer, Carl Weathers as Greef Carga, Jon Favreau and Tait Fletcher as Paz Vizla, and Giancarlo Esposito as Moff Gideon. It also features, Paul Sun-Hyung Lee, Katie M. O’Brian, Simon Kassianides, Mercedes Varnado, Marit Matulis, with Nonso Anozie and Ahmed Best.

After becoming an apostate in The Book of Boba Fett, Din Djarin must make his way to the devastated home world of the Mandalorians in order to find atonement and reclaim his place among his clade. But even if he succeeds and finds redemption, there’s still the matter of the disorganized tribes of Mandalorians wandering the galaxy, pirates harassing the Outer Rim, the ineffectual bureaucracy of the New Republic and looming threat from the remnants of the Empire.

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